Dear depression, it’s over

It’s been a long 21 years.

I can’t say I’m going to miss you.

You had my full attention.

We met 21 years ago when I was 10 years old. You came in my life and all my focus went towards you. You had my full attention. I did stupid thing for you, I could have died from the things I did for you. I pushed so many people away – all for you. You had this hold on me for so long. We had an on-and-off relationship. I never thought we would break up but I’m glad we did. You almost made me lose my mind. I missed many days of work because of you. I wasn’t the best mom to my kids because of you. I’m so glad God gave me the strength to finally leave you.

I see sometimes you try to pop back up in my life, but I’m sorry to say it’s over for good.

I don’t want you anymore.

I don’t want you anymore. I’m happy now, I’m in a good place. I will say you taught me a lot of things. It’s crazy to say but you really made me a better person. 21 years we were together but thank God, I’m free.

Love,

Your ex-depressed girl,

Tameisha