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Where did my daughter go?

Guest Author: Rebecca

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My daughter is a 13-year-old who has been living with Anorexia for the past 18 months. Gretchen is the name she has given her eating disorder and Gretchen is ruining our lives. My once outgoing, energetic, happy child is now sneaky, verbally abusive and sad all of the time. Gretchen tells my daughter that she is her best friend and that she will never leave her and that I am trying to make her fat and don’t care about her.

My advice is to be a stronger presence than the eating disorder.

Gretchen makes my daughter spit out her saliva because it has extra calories. When Gretchen is at her strongest my daughter is forbidden to wear sweaters with pockets or shirts with long sleeves because it is too easy for her to hid food. Napkins at meal times? Are you kidding me…big no-no. Napkins are the perfect spot to rub peanut butter or any other type of spread into. I cannot remember the last time my child has sat comfortably in a chair. Gretchen has her convinced that she will burn more calories if she sits at the end of the chair with her back straight.

Anorexia should not be kept a secret to be fought alone within the family.

Gretchen is trying to kill my child by disguising herself as something that is a constant in her life that will love her unconditionally. As the parent of a child with an ED, I feel it is my job to help others cope with this horrible disease. My advice is to be a stronger presence than the eating disorder. If you think your child has an ED, please don’t ignore it. Take your child to the doctor for a full physical to rule out any other reasons why they are losing weight. The longer an ED goes without treatment the harder it is to get rid of. My child did nothing to cause this disease and anorexia should not be kept a secret to be fought alone within the family.

Eating disorders are very real and terrifying but with love and support, there can be light at the end of the tunnel.

 

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ravis1
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I had the honor of attending a night with Michael Landsberg and friends this past Monday. I was even lucky enough to have Michael sit at our table during the dinner. Since writing this article I am so happy to say that my daughter has now entered high school and is keeping her weight up. She still won’t eat independently and stands more than she sits but is now able to make healthy decisions around choosing life over “Gretchen”. She has actually told me that she wants “Gretchen” to go away which is a HUGE step forward for her. I know that we still have a long road ahead of us and will always be worried about relapse but as long as we keep talking and loving and showing compassion I know without a doubt my daughter is going to be ok. Thank you Michael Landsberg and Dave Pogue for an evening full of inspiration and hope. My daughter is sick but she in NOT WEAK!!!!!! 🙂

EH89
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Thank you for sharing your families story. #sicknotweak

Tayla
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you sound like a great mother! Keep doing what your doing and show Gretchen who’s boss! Do not stop helping her because she cant do it without you ! Xxx

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